I am a closet Paula Abdul fan. There I said it. I realize that some of you may never want to visit my little blog again as you are questioning my overall taste. But, in my defense I have very fond memories of my “straight up now tell me” days. When I was younger, I desperately wanted to be her to the point that when I was in the 4th grade, I choreographed and made my friends learn dances to all of her songs in hopes of making it on Star Search. Don’t hate, you know you all had secret addiction to the beloved Ed McMahon! Up until a few years ago I had slight resentment of my mom for not sending in our videotaped dance numbers in to old Ed, that was until I saw how silly we looked and I would like to publically apologize to my mom to say that I am over it.

However, my love for Paula Abdul music continues and I can’t get into her Bravo show “Hey Paula” as it pretty much just ruins my childhood idolization of her and although some of her comments on “American Idol” make me cringe. But, my heart still went a little aflutter to see her comeback before the Superbowl last night.

Laugh at me, indulge me with your guilty muscial pleasures but please don’t desert my blog forever in fearing I have lost my credibility. I promise to redeem myself with future projects!